Mad 4 days, plus Rahims 21st

Wow, I havent written for a while! Just been so hectic really after boxing day (which was boring) I've just busy except for sunday. Work was mad though, was quite busy considering the week before was quiet, didnt have too many problems but the akward customer managed to walk in somehow. I wont even go on about my manager n his isssues coz il just piss myself off haha! Was a good laugh after he left though, just chilling and relaxing out the last part of my shift after which I had a poker night to go to (not for real money).
So got home after work relaxed saw family then ate food, then left for my cousins cousins house lol. Once i got there it was the old crowd which was fun, so we just chatted n chilled caught up again. Then i realised that they were serving food haha but id already eaten, oh well.......n there was a chocolate fountain thingy waiting later on. Then came the poker, man that was fun, won a coupla hands then got knocked out lol damn. But the freakiest thing happend in the first round of our next game, 3 people had a flush including me but the other 2 had straight flushes.......it was unheard off really.

Then people got bored so we managed to split into two groups one playing Bus stop the other playing poker, obv i was with the poker crowd. That all lasted til about half 1, then drove back home n relaxed because i couldnt sleep :| so went to bed at around 3 lol.

Then came monday another working day started at 12, same manager problem......damn it, was just thinking bout stuff the whole day but didnt have as much fun as i did on saturday lol. Was meant to go out after work, but i really couldnt be asked, plus the aches n pains of returns n shit didnt help so i decided against it.

Then tuesday aka Happy birthday Rahim! haha what a great day that was, started off at Sam's house, went onto rayners lane, met Rahim, we all went to park royal (coz the others had cancelled) but thats another issue, then we began on the arcades, mario kart was mad and damn u rahim for winning that, then air hockey and pool, but the main event was BOWLING! wooo

Ahhh the first game was good, i was behind and not doing well but that one strike changed the game and i won! wehayyyy, 2nd game was closer and all 3 of us were in sync, but Rahim kinda went behind the pack and urs truly won again!!!

THIRD game was amazingly close, this time i was behind badly n the other 2 especially Rahim with his damned way of bowling was on the verge of winning, but Sam took him out in the last frame and i couldnt win coz i didnt get the spare i needed, damn it!!!!

After that we decided we had time to kill, so went to see madagascar2 (yes ive seen it twice) which was a gd laugh. Then onto the main dinner NANDOS, wow heaven or what, just ate n chilled. But as all gd things this day came to an end, but not the nicest ending.

Got to the train station, found out the picadilly line wasnt going our way so we had to wait for the bus, which then decided to terminate at northolt......we then proceeded to walk from there to south harrow station, the trains were working so we saw rahim off, then went to rayners lane, i took the bus from there and got home, was so cold......had a cuppa soup hot shower then went to bed.
Those were my events from the last few days not great but there we go! Yet even after all this my frustrations for various things continue, most people shud understand that lol! I hope it passes soon, or somin happens to help it.
Anyways til next time Bye!

Hmmm Monday tuesday bday

Wow, being 22 doesnt feel any different until u look at it as being old which i do, ahh sunday night was fun i have to admit, mario kart ruled that night and there was so many people in the house lol so much overcrowding haha! Good fun though got everyone involved in the game which was nice. Then the obvious bday cake moment came along which was fun i suppose, but there we go.

Then jus relaxed after, which brought on monday, and i have to say people were going mad its like the earth is about to be destroyed truckloads of food jeez. People spending 300 quid on food which is stupid unless its to feeed big families. Its mad, xmas makes every1 go crazy which il never understand.

Ermm then came tuesday the bday lol didnt do much was like an ordinary day really.....jus did what i did usually then went work in the evening. Came back then chilled which is now so im jus playing Pro evo the mariokart hopefully lol ahhh well

Life is good otherwise just trying to break out the single life which is hard but there we go probably take time any1 if u can help please do lol
And until next time gdbye =)

Interesting few days

Hello again! The last week has been so hectic and it wont stop until wednesday! Friday was a laugh worked til 6 then watched Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi Great movie, but thursday night was a real eye opener i feel so much better after speaking to Jesse which was nice. Friday night was jokes had a laugh then going out on the 30th which will be great!

Work in the last 2 days have been crazy but fun, people do go mad at this time of year though. Saturday night was fine and relaxing got home and did nothing, but got one of the best presents lol Mario KArt, so the wii is my new best friend now! That game is amazing!

Then today, just chilled in the morning! India playing really well so thats good =) then played more MarioKart before heading out to rileys with Samit, that was a gd laugh hadnt played snooker in so long so nice to relax n do that. Now just waiting for family to come round then the week begins........n the dreaded tuesday not lookin forward to it but luckily im working so wont be so bad! Ahh well not much happening really, but its all gd atm so not bad =)
Keep commenting altho no1 has haha

Inspiration and a positive mindset

Inspiring words:
'2. Vide Infra

I have opened my eyes to see the world that surrounds me daily
I refuse to be led by the majority can't compromise I and I to pass judgement
judgement will be passed upon you I will stand up for who I am never moved
by condemnation no one is placed higher than another no matter race
or creed or gender we must teach forgiveness and compassion for all life
through understanding of our differences we will find respect for one
another we are all flesh and blood I am not afraid to speak my mind no matter
the consequences stay true to myself through the humble eyes of a child
we will realize true equality they cannot take me from me
they cannot take you from you they cannot take I from I'



This has got to be the most inspiring thing I have read for a long time, thanks to Jesse who just happend to a) give me a great insight into positiviness which i didnt have and how to possibly change things, obviously I'll need to make the first step. I would like to that him for that, its all down to the individual to sort themselves out with some support. I suppose if I try and do my own thing it will mean an appreciation for life, which is the greatest thing. It will be hard but I will definatly try and turn over a new leaf, just have to figure out the first step.

Asides this today was interesting, work was just fun was on direct desk so no cranky customers gambling and smoking so had a good laugh. In some ways work seems to be a sanctuary for a mundane life, but then I think am I happy there. Do I need something else. Its a tricky thing and I've been pondering it for a long time, time to change things i guess.

Tomorrow just working again, then onto the cinemas, some people decided that my birthday is worth going out for but seeing as a certain pperson (Madhavi) will be in India she wont be around for my bday. So dinner and movie with some friends should be a laugh. Was nice for some1 to consider it seeing as I have nothing planned for my birthday next week. After which comes work then a chilled out sunday, then next tuesday is bday. Arghhh! why does it exist lol. Oh welll

Its been an interesting night, lots of things to think about, and positive change begins. Lets hope I can do it, wish me all the best..........

Feel free to comment please, need all the inspiration I can get

Tuesday work, Wednesday blergh

Ahh well this is a rare occasion, as i cannot sleep so im blogging, things going through my mind. I mean sometimes i wonder y i bother with things. Just when i take a look back at my life n realise that sometimes its best to look out for number 1. But back to tuesday, was a pretty boring day kinda frustrating with customers. Smokers and gamblers can really piss you off. Eventful enough that day was, started off well at 11 then as the day dragged I tended to get into more and more arguments with people. Still trying to avoid a certain manager on checkouts, speaking of them my contract has been renewed for 3 months so im there til march, its a good way of keeping people there rather than making people permenant.

Then onto wednesday which was the day i heard the news about my contract. Had another rift with customers, is it me or are people just amazingly stupid that they dnt know what the hell they are looking for, its funny but not when u have a massive queue and are stuck on ur own but there we go.

Then the evening came and about 7 i really couldnt be bothered. Was glad to get home, ate as usual a great dinner =). Then chilled with a movie had some soup as per usual. Then decided that work 2morrow was the only thing i wanted to do so not going out. Not bad, finish early and then relax which is more than ive done for a few days lol then roll on work friday.

But moral of the last few days is I have no idea, guess ive never been good at keeping great friends, may have some but the feeling of emptiness is still there wont ever go away, n when u hear about other people n their m8s u think y dnt i have that..........
question will neevr be answered, oh welll thats life i suppose.
Guess i just dont have wat it takes for somethings. Feels good to get this out here, now off to bed.
Gd night

Sunday chilling and Monday work blues

Ahh after work on saturday I just decided to relax watched late night tv and sunday camee!!! Wehayy chilling watched some footballl went watford, chilled etc.....then went to see Rab Ne Bana Di jodi, great movie, gta be watched again. Then had another late night movie session which was nice.

Rolling onto dreaded monday ahhhh work, so stupid especially my manager does my head in the day I get away from him I will be so happy and ive booked enough overtime so working this week and next monday n tuesday woohoo, roll on the money.
The day was interesting though did some helping out for my other manager, whos much better and I prefer talking to.
So much running around now just glad to be home gna eat and then relax. Not much happening otherwise boring life but the week should be good.

Hello people, or the only ones who might read this. After thursday which wasnt much to talk about but friday was fun, at first I thought the day would be boring, but turned out ok, went to harrow (walked in the cold) because the bus was just long plus i watched it go past before i got to the stop. No i dnt run for the bus =)

Anyways harrow, went to see madagascar 2 and saw a close friend, we met after so long, film was good and film was hilarious ahh the penguins n all. Good stuff. Then we had lunch and just talked etc, pizza hut =) very nice.

Then I got back home to relax before I had to head out to Finchley road, so I played Pro Evo for a while then got ready and left. Linked up with Rahim then we just went to see The Day the Earth stood still. Weird film but nice chill out. Then we decided on Nandos......nothing can beat it eh! Nicest chicken but mash was too sweet.

Saturday begins and with that the working day! boring n all, we did think the xmas rush would begin but it was quiet so quiet we resorted to reading the paper haha! and so another few days just dragged on and next week should be interesting. Then the 23rd of december which i do dread but there we go.

Welll thats been going on not much really but its life!
Til next time! bye

First blog, including last night at work

One of the worst days at work, I just managed to get all the akward customers who had some sort of problem. This is the last time I will do any sort of late shift. Life so far is just so boring cannot get my head around this training but as soon as I will start doing some work.

Even though I need a holiday and India in July was no way a holiday, 9 hours a day of doing sod all in a nice office cannot be considered anything elst but hell. Not a bad decision as I learnt so many things about myself but now its back to business and the real world in which its hell to find a good job in IT lol.

These days just seem to be about Tescos been doing so much overtime I might as well live there is really big so maybe I can hide in a small space. Why is it that my face is always the butt of the jokes "are you sure you're 21?" "No I said it to impress you" WHY the heck would I wanna lie about something like that. Really bugs me, just think no one takes me seriously which is quite scary.

Ahh well the only other thing that bugs me is being single =( for so long, one thing at a time though I guess. Well this is my first attepmt at a blog and should be back look out for more of my rubbish.