Wednesday, 23 June 2010

Months of toil, ends in nothing, Oh the World Cup!

April to now, been quite up and down, saying that I can remember nothing bout the last 2 months which in turn feels like half a year. But I wont try to recall anything.

So World cup this month, what a crap start, the only fireworks in the entire event happened in the beginning and that was the opening ceremony! No team has impressed til now, even Portugal beating North Korea didnt seem all that fantastic considering. Ahh I wont even begin about England, horrible and failing on all sides, defensive and attacking have slacked.
Apart from being bored with most world cup games even getting out to watch them seems like a waste of energy, and with all that I dont know why I'm bothering!

Its just not right at the moment, no feel or zest for life, there is no way to explain this feeling.
I'll end with this, A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out......

Friday, 12 March 2010

Why did I ever Stop

Well, a friend actually inspired me to write again.....and its not the ranting raving depressing stuff that I used to bring to everyone, I realise im better off just adjusting to every situation as it comes and not getting ahead of myself.

In the past few months, I've had alot of ups and downs....lefts rights etc, but what I've learnt from these experiences is priceless.
Like families can be a bitch, I can safely say right now that I have a very strong dislike for some of my family members.....none to be named, but when you hear of some one in your family bitching and back stabbing when you thought that you could trust them well it makes you wonder who else in your life has been doing it.

Speaking of back stabbing I've also learnt that you cant trust some friends either, the shameless bastard who i thought was a mate of mine decided that he wanted to tell the whole world of anything said in confidence, I really hope he reads this so he knows how much of a toothless shitfaced bastard he really is and I think hes the most degrading human being I've met, especially talking shit behind my back, and then deciding that I was no longer a part of his human radar, well I have 2 words for you! Fucking Prick, I'm glad I dont know you anymore you fucked up excuse for a human being.

Well that was fun! Got it off my chest.....Its nice for me to know who to trust, and I've put it into a minority of people.

Other than that, times are hard for jobs, so its just a bitch to find.....but on the other hand, I can try and look to do other things maybe courses etc.

As this was my first blog for months, I just needed to get this shit out of my system, and from then on its just every day things, hope to have more followers.

Til then everyone keep smiling!